That seems like all I have done for the last 3 years is wait. And yet, here I am today – I find myself waiting yet again.
Last month I detected my LH surge on CD 12 after taking 100mg of Clomid CD 5-9. I never thought I would be so happy to pee on a stick and see a flashing smiley face staring back at me! I even took a picture of – I shared it with my husband and my TTC sisters. Confident that we had finally found a medicinal concoction that would help me to ovulate, I was for sure I would see that old familiar friend smiling back at me today. CD 12. Like it’s supposed to. But it didnt. It gave me the big ol’ negative. I felt like that was the biggest let down, almost as bad as a negative pregnancy test when you are absolutely positively sure that this is finally your month.
I will continue to test over the next several days in hopes of detecting my LH surge, fingers crossed.
Just like I will continue to try month after month, year after year to welcome Baby Bear.
– Waiting on Baby Bear